So, I hate putting this up for the world, but my brain has given up on me.

My best friend just committed suicide.  I love him very much, and need to find a way to help his soul heal.  In turn, this should help me with mine. 

I have tried looking online, but no luck.

Please help if you can, light a candle, and hug the ones you love.

So, life is doing what I call a learning opportunity.  Trials like this had better serve some purpose.  My best friend is missing in Wyoming.  We are all in Oregon trying to piece it together.  The Laramie PD has called me, and they are doing their best.  It is so hard feeling helpless.  I am a doer, and can't do anything.  A friend of his is sending me his used coffee mug to use in casting.  I hope it helps.  If anybody knows any good spells for location/resolution I would appreciate it.  Please just put out some positive energy in the universe.  It all helps.  Thank you.